The so called society that calls themselves church

A church is supposed to be a place of worshi

All i see in this place are groups, a group that secretly hates the group that controls the church .

Its funny how this society tunduk to the particular group that literally controls the church so wrong that we as a whole cannot accept their view still go along with it.
I ponder and wonder the thoughts that control this particular group. It seems it is inherited from their ancestors before them. Making the church a place of a made up kingdom. If this kingdom is interrupted by small beings or insignificant but will make a difference to their ways, they throw them out.

I dont understand the ways of this particular church but it seems like the growth of this church is slowly receeding. Yet obviously slowly.

Its like some kind of fenomenon that these groups tend to "rule" in church. They tend to not let people in. But always complaining that their ways aren't sufficient as a calling to the congregation. Newbies are forced to follow this "tradition" of wrong ideas. Many of them will give up and just leave. Some will just keep following them.

Are outsiders not allowed to think? To give thoughts?