i don't know why i have been so down and gloomy for 3 months after the stupid incident
but i felt stupid making myself so low.
its not about being up myself but i have so lowering my standards in life
i felt stupid and worthless.
but then words of wisdom, i am better, i have skills and thoughts that could move mountains
yet for 3 months i have gone and stuck in a place saying i am worthless and ugly.
where did all my confidence gone?
i am better than all this. i have my standards. i just had to remind myself.
not standards for a guy or anything, just standards on how i live my life.
i will not bow down to anything that will bring me down.
people can look at you funny, but remember to look up to your creator.
why should i be embarrased?
whoever is looking at you especially the people who knew you tried something stupid
knows who you are and what you've done and been.
you are so higher than what you expected.
they are just wondering why you would do that.
just let go of that freaking mistake.
down let them get you down.
your standards do NOT ever let them down.
because when you are you are letting yourself down.
YOU ARE BETTER THAN ALL THIS. AND YOU KNOW IT!
you are who you are, whoever cannot receive DO NOT
DO NOT EVER deserve your love.
ever.
walk up straight, give em back that smile.
do not even start to even think what they say in their minds.
its worthless. you are who you are.
you are special and too bright a star to get down.
when you do, they have won. DO NOT EVER LET THEM WIN!
REMEMBER THE STANDARDS YOU LIVE ON!
hold God's hand and catch a breathe. :)
