Wednesday, March 11, 2015

the broken, the angry, the unloved

The urge to say what you wanna say 
is so high.. 
I could never think you were something of a similar kind to me. 
All broken up with the pressure
Wanting to Be free 
Wanting to be the hell you want
Wanting to just roam wherever the road 
Takes you.  

I wanna tell you hey I know your pain
Then again I realized in a second of a moment
You are too far to reach 
I have again gone beyond my standars
I have fallen again with a stranger
With you so beautiful and withered 
Needing someone to take your hands to pull you out
Yet I am in The exact same hole 

As if the universe played the same trick
Over and over again
Yet I fall back again and again
The question now is
Would you be with me, just for a moment
Just to let me know 
I've met you, known u, just to tell u are not alone
Might not be forever
But a little while
 I guess will be enough for me

Hey God, give me just this once 
A chance.. make it a while
Just so I could keep it
So I can smile
Let it end with a smile not with the same tears
I know how this ends, if you could make this story a little bit different 
I wont ask for anything more than this. . 
Please and please oh please
My heart sank with prayer
Hoping it would become of something real
Curled up in a corner watching the time go by.. 


After the second went by,
I realized, I dont have any obligations upon this feeling.. 
I can still annoy you
I can still make you smile
Without having u in my life 
Or in this matter the heart

You will always be just a thought I fell for
You are a thought.. 
You are my imagination running wild
Denying every bit of reality 
So I can keep watching right
There by your side.. 
You will always be you.. someone so far 
I dont think I will ever understand
Or ever know the truth about..
Just your reply has been my wonderful escape and joy to my world of wonders..
Let it be that way and I'll be on my way.. 
Wherever it leads me, hoping one day I will crash back into you.. 

Just a whim, just a thought, just a daydream,just a treasure, just my never-to-be..