Broken Hearts, lonely hearts...

Got this from instagram.. cucok deh for me...
1.At some point in your life, someone you love dearly is going to die. Be prepare for that day because my love, it will hurt like you’ve never been hurt before and leave you bleeding for years to come.
2. Just because you love him, it does not guarantee that he will love you back or be even remotely interested in you.
3. “I love you.” Does NOT mean “I”ll never leave you.” Neither does it mean “I love ONLY you.”
4. Some days you’ll miss him, it’s okay to let him know it but if he makes you feel embarrassed about it or if he seems indifferent about it, then baby girl I don’t care how much you miss him after that, you hold it in. You cry into a pillow on the nights that it’s too hard while wishing he would understand, but you never repeat it. I can tell you that it gets easier.
5. You should never have to fight for his attention no matter what the other option may be.
6.It will hurt when you stop talking as frequently as you used to and you will try to pull him back; Don’t. If he really wanted to talk to you, he would. I know it’s confusing and you ask yourself time after time again what you did wrong, but the answer is simple as there was nothing you could have done.
7. Addicts have kicked their drug habits in the past and so can you. I know it’s going to take a lot of sleepless nights and hurt and confusion but you can get over him.
8. It’s okay to still love him, even after all that. But my darling, stop making yourself weak. I know you will do anything for him but you have to remember your self worth.
9. If he makes you feel like another option among the other women in his life, begin to distance yourself from him. You’re NEVER just an option. You’re a choice and a damn good one.
10. I know it hurts and you feel like you’ll never love again but remember that one time when you had a crush on that one boy and eventually you got over it and started liking this boy? Yeah.
https://instagram.com/p/09Sm8eojQc/ from @Phonegram (http://is.gd/pplay)

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Questions and Status update.

I think I am slowly receiving the fact that I miss him. But still trying to grip on the fact that I neither in love or neither have a crush. Just a simple admiration and not seeing the face for quiet a while. Is a week too soon to say I miss?

Overthinking - Poem

Hanging in the balance

between a dream and reality

when wishful thinking overtakes a foolish heart

when hopes began to viral the mind

with picture perfect scenarios of the life long dream

when reality does not seem so pretty

a foolish heart

a weak mind

an infected stomach

filled with beautiful winged creatures

when the balance is heavy on one side

comes crashing down on reality

which will you still hold?

the hope and a fading memory

the smile of the one lingered and lost

or will it be the harsh step forward to move and forget

_by Pica_

http://pinterest.com/pin/263249540690538039/

Me, myself and I - daily thoughts

Shuttershock

"Sometimes you just need to make yourself happy despite that everything seem so much in a bad state."

my ideas:

1. Go do your hair make it look different, go to the hair salon maybe

2. Play dress ups and go out with that funky outfit you never seem to wear outside your room

3. Be proud of yourself and smile

4. Start the smiling excercise (in front of the mirror, not in public)

5. Go outside and take pictures of nature ( to calm the inner self)


That's all I have for thoughts today.

A little thought about the "one"

The One Who Wants To Be With You | Thought Catalog
I love this one go read it!

The one who wants to be with you knows that falling in love with you doesn’t happen all at once and it can take years to truly get to know someone. Learning about someone is like wandering through an old mansion with many rooms; it’s always discovering that there’s another door to unlock. This person is willing to go on that journey, to be constantly surprised by how intricate and complex you are, an M.C. Escher painting in human form, and loves finding out grand staircases of new information about you, like that you consider Missy Elliott your spirit animal and want to live in Paris when you get old. But they also love how simple you are sometimes, as simple as a backrub after a long day, because they love everything about you that’s beautiful and that hurts. They’re willing to stick it out with you through the hard conversation and the rough patches — whatever it takes to lie next to you at night, they’re willing to fight for it. They will fight to love you.

vs.

The one who doesn’t want you assumes that you know all of those things and don’t need to be reminded. They forget your birthday, your anniversary and might not even know very important information about you that you expect everyone in your life to know — like your eye color. They might not even know your middle name. They haven’t taken the time to get to know you and learn the important things, like the dreams that you haven’t locked away yet and what you want to be when you finally grow up, or the less important things, like that you can’t listen to Explosions in the Sky without crying and you feel like the movie Lost in Translation was made for you. You don’t communicate or really talk at all — because they’re unwilling to open that part of themselves. They don’t see that you belong in it.

Daily thoughts - ignored, alone, deppressed

Being ignored by society/or someone you adore, or just being left out and/or feeling left out in times you really need company or alone in that matter always kills you inside. For some people like me, I tend to overthink the situation and feel so low about myself. I'd cry it out (because I am girl) but then it would hit me; here's what to do according to my own opinion:

1. Go to the mirror, look at yourself and tell yourself all the things nobody would tell you or hardly ever tells you what is good about yourself; your looks, your smartness, your wisdom, how you laugh, how you smile, the things you like about yourself and hope others would say to you (well your significant other) >>> this only apply when you are feeling down and please do it when you know you are all by yourself and nobody is listening ( so nobody thinks you are crazy)

2. Put on your favorite music and dance to it. ( If you like rock, pop, or even soul then turn it up loud, sing it and dance it out)

3.Keep calm, call your best friend. (if you are not ignored by them, if you are then call your mom.)

4. Get out, look at the sky, look at your surroundings watch other people be thankful you are still breathing and there is always tomorrow.

5. Go out and look at other people passing  by; remember there are more worst case scenarios and they are feeling just as left out as you, there is still homeless people who don't know what to do in life, sick people who still make their time more valuable so you should too.

6. rent out your favorite Disney (or Star wars or whatever) movie, or book, watch/read it, cry it out. It's ok.

7. get the chocolate, ice cream and tissues eat it forget the calories and just indulge for a while (NOT all the time)

8. if you like jogging or just shopping, just do what you love most and jog it out.

9. Do activities that will make you busy, do things for others>> (help out in the homeless shelter, dog shelter, ect; killing two birds with one stone you could always count it in your community service hours as well)

10. REMEMBER YOU ARE NOT ALONE. :)

    

Goodbyes - my new favorite poem.

Live. Love. Learn. Grow. 

after a while, you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning
and company doesn’t mean security,
and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts
and presents aren’t promises,
and you begin to accept your defeats
with the grace of a woman,
not the grief of a child,
and learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans,
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight
and after a while, you learn
that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
and you learn that you really can endure…
that you really are strong
and you really do have worth
and you learn
and learn…
with every goodbye,
you learn.

- Veronica A. Shoffstall

LOVE AND LOVE



1. It is possible to love someone who doesn’t love you back. It’s not a full love, it doesn’t have a whole lot of depth, but it’s still there.
2. People always say that you have to love yourself before anyone else can love you but that’s not really true. You can be loved even if you hate yourself. It’s just not going to be healthy. It’s not going to be the best kind of love.
3. Falling in love is nature’s drug and you can OD on it.
4. Emotionally OD. Not, like, actual death. Ew.
5. It’s so painful to have loved someone once and then never again. Sometimes you’ll wish it never happened just so you didn’t know how good it felt.
6. Then you remember that quote “It’s better to have loved and lost than to have ever loved at all” and you’re like, “okay, fine.”
7. You will never love someone quite the same way you do the first time.
8. In most cases, this is a good thing. The first time is fucking insane.
9. It’s a beautiful moment when you realize you are someone who’s worth loving.
10. And it’s an even harder moment when you temporarily forget it.
11. Sex doesn’t always bring people closer. Sometimes it just exposes the weaknesses in the relationship.
12. That being said, a relationship can survive on good sex for a disturbing amount of time.
13. Someone you love will betray you. You can’t go through this life without it.
14. You can’t force yourself to love someone. If it’s not there, it’s not going to happen. Ever.
15. Everyone is an idiot when it comes to matters of the heart. Love is the great equalizer. Whenever you feel intimidated by someone’s coolness, just imagine them sobbing in their bedroom after someone broke their heart. I guarantee it’s happened.
16. Love doesn’t always feel like brain orgasms. Sometimes it feels the best when it’s at its most subtle, like when it’s 3 p.m. on a Sunday and you’re reading a book with your feet entangled with someone else’s on the couch. You look around you for a second and realize that you’ve never felt safer. Ironically, it’s the quieter moments that will leave the most indelible mark.
17. Everyone wants to be loved. Everyone wants to rely on someone. For a lot of people, it’s their Achilles heel. Love is the reason why they made most of their mistakes.
18. At its best, love can feel better than heroin. At its worst, it can feel like heroin withdrawal.
19. I’ve never done heroin though so this is purely speculation.
20. Finding love is the unconscious motivator for a lot of the things we do. It’s why we work out, it’s why we go to a bar on a Saturday night when we really don’t want to, it’s why we agree to meet strangers off the internet.
21. Don’t be embarrassed if you’ve never been in love before. You have a ton of company.
22. When you fall in love with someone, be prepared for the possibility that you might hate them one day.
23. You will always have that one ex who will stick in your mind. They’ll feel like a perpetual dull ache in your side.
24. Love will make you into the best and worst version of yourself, often in the same night.
25. Love is the reason why we’re all here. Well, most of us anyway.

read more about this on : http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/25-things-you-should-know-about-love/

Printables obsessions

Lately because feeling so sad over not going home for Christmas my life in pinterest is filled with finding things to be printed to fill my dorm with christmas things. So here's a little something I got from pinterest from awesome Mrs and Missus that designed these things beautifully:

http://lizzieroe.blogspot.com/

http://jeana-marie.blogspot.com/2011/12/have-yourself-merry-christmas-printable.html

http://falalalovely.blogspot.com/2012/12/christmas-wreath-card.html

                                

http://falalalovely.blogspot.com/2012/12/christmas-subway-art.html

http://falalalovely.blogspot.com/2012/12/joy-collage.html

Merry Christmas y'all!!

Daily Thoughts, Quotes

Pinned a bits of quotes and what they mean to me:

"Don't make somebody a priority if they only make you an option." - never count on humans, don't try to impress them, it all just falls back to you being dissapointed. For the ones finding their soulmate out there somewhere, well lose em or live with em for the rest of your life.

"Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none." - it is very true in every case, I mean we tend to love and try to trust at the same time and be disappointed. Better to love but be smart in how to love. Love does not mean you trust, that's why God gave a brain, to think.

"Never look down on someone, unless you are helping them up." - a very good quote from Jesse James they said. Well I don't particularly care where it comes from, but it's a good advice. We tend to feel superior when in a place where everybody seems wrong, but it does not give us the chance to look down or insult them in our heads, no matter how mad we are. I am in that position right now. A person I trusted dissapointed me and never said an apology for doing it. I felt sometimes I can get furious just think about them. It then leads to me how all the negative things they ever did just made me more enfuriated but then this quote changed me in saying there is always a good in them somewhere. clearly I am just mad they did those things and then we would look down to every little bit of wrong they did, and I realized am I perfect myself? The question is, can I help them back up? Well I might, when my angry has left me, then i will.